## What Did You Do Today? I woke up at 8 am and start my quiet time. Then I consolidate my knowledge a little bit. I am a bit tired of managing all these knowledges to be honest. I feel like I need to have stronger motivation for me to do so. But at the same time, my youtube channel is growing very fast and I am surprised and feel motivated. I hope I can benefit the community even more. Then I went to have bible study with Terry. I am too tired so I slept on the bus and miss the station that I supposed to get off, therefore I am a bit late but it is fine. We talked about how Terry felt about the study we had last Thursday. He said he has some takeaway but he is struggling. But one thing we glad is that he is obviously more humble than before. He is also more open to us. We talked the scripture that Jesus being humble to people before he died and the Jews refused going into Canaan. We tried to use this example to tell him that he need to trust God so as to learn how to humble. > how does humility looks like? Humility is a like you blind fold yourself and submit to the person you trusted. See more [[In good hands]]. > [!bible]+ [Numbers 13:26-33 - NIV](https://bolls.life/NIV/4/13/) > Report on the Exploration<br/> > 26. They came back to Moses and Aaron and the whole Israelite community at Kadesh in the Desert of Paran. There they reported to them and to the whole assembly and showed them the fruit of the land. > 27. They gave Moses this account: "We went into the land to which you sent us, and it does flow with milk and honey! Here is its fruit. > 28. But the people who live there are powerful, and the cities are fortified and very large. We even saw descendants of Anak there. > 29. The Amalekites live in the Negev; the Hittites, Jebusites and Amorites live in the hill country; and the Canaanites live near the sea and along the Jordan." > 30. Then Caleb silenced the people before Moses and said, "We should go up and take possession of the land, for we can certainly do it." > 31. But the men who had gone up with him said, "We can't attack those people; they are stronger than we are." > 32. And they spread among the Israelites a bad report about the land they had explored. They said, "The land we explored devours those living in it. All the people we saw there are of great size. > 33. We saw the Nephilim there (the descendants of Anak come from the Nephilim). We seemed like grasshoppers in our own eyes, and we looked the same to them." We said we want to be his good friends and encourage him to take initiatives to build relationship with the brothers. Then Brandon drove me and Justin back to production way. Then I go back home. I cook dinner for Natalie. Then I bring the food to Waves Coffee. Natalie said there is a homeless staying in the shop and reluctant to go. She is scared. I stayed until the shop close to accompany her. And the homeless man doesn't want to leave. Me and Natalie have no choice but to call police to ask him leave. The polices came and kindly ask him to leave. Everything is safe and good. Then we have dinner together. Natalie is happy because the food is good and she felt love. Natalie told me that the sisters had a secret Alcohol party… > I also bought [[webstudio]] life time plan today. Hopefully it is a good investment. ## How Do You Feel? I am happy today. Although the productive is not as my expectation but I am slowly catching up. ## What Make You Satisfied? 1. have a bible study with Terry 2. have a dinner with Natalie, cooked for her ## What Did You Learned? 1. I need to take initiatives to love 2. I need to get rid of bad habit of watching too social media / phone ## 3 Things Make You Feel Grateful Today 1. relatively good weather today 2. have bible study with Terry today. Seems quite smooth. 3. have dinner with Natalie and she is happy ```image-layout-masonry-3   ```